Trapped

I am trapped in my own body.
Ever since I was diagnosed with autism.
My life got worse and worse.
I hurt myself everyday.
Responding to the voices in my head.
I tried to kill myself from time to time.
But it hasn't worked.
Mental facilities didn't have my answer.
Today I remain consumed by this mental condition.
I will never be free.
I have no hope.
I isolate myself everyday.
I keep denying help.
I am very desperate for help.
God please save me.